distance doesn't matter

It's been a while since I last posted. I guess I've come into terms with this whole... well, whatever it is. I'm still scared. Who isn't?

But I'm happier.

I feel that we've become closer. Not in terms of distance, she's still miles away from here. But she feels so damn close. Like that new year, when we talked until morning, and I was on my bed and lying down, and it felt as if I was on her lap... Kinda like that.

Each day that passes, I feel that our relationship becomes stronger and stronger. We have our ups and downs, but that's entirely normal. We manage. We love how we're different and yet the same, after all. It's how we're attracted.

Day in, day out, every time I talk to her, I feel happy. Even if I can't touch her, still.

But that day will come. I did promise I'll take her away.