*dazed*

I'm... in love? It feels the same. Same as how I felt with Dan. But... there's something else. It's... I don't know how to describe it, but it feels... really nice.

I never really got that far with Dan. I mean, we were a couple, right? Were we? Or was I the only one who thought that? Or, did I only think that way because I pitied her? Because I hated the way her family treats her? I'm not sure anymore. Does Dan mean it when she tells me she loves me?

Because I meant what I told her.

But right now... I don't know. She seems so distant now. It's as if she's forgotten me. She has better friends now. I hope. I still care for her, but not as much anymore.

There's someone, now. There's someone who I know I like very very much. And I know that this person likes me back. I have... a connection with this person. And I want this to last long. If it lasts a year, I'd call it a miracle. My relationships never last that long. If this one... if this one lasts a year, I'd really be happy. I want it to last more than a year.

Let me rephrase one of my previous statements... There's someone I know who I love very very much. And I mean it. I love that person. I find myself thinking about that person during my idle times. And that's a lot.



I love this person. I really really do.