Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Mood Swings 2

So, here I am again. It's weird how my moods go from happy to sad in a matter of seconds.

I don't want to go yet. If I go, I don't know if I'll see her again. I want to cry but I don't want to let her know I'm sad... Because I know she'll get sad, too. I don't want her to be sad because of me.

It's strange, though. It seems as if she does know I'm sad and... well, she says things that make me smile. And it makes me want to stay longer. I don't ever want to leave. It's scary.... It's like... if I leave now, I may never see her again... And I don't want that. I don't want to leave her.


It's scary. I want to cry. I want her love. No, I need her love. More than anything. Because she makes me feel.

To love someone... is scary.

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