I'm sorry I can't tell you how much I really love you.
I'm sorry you're not happy right now.
I'm sorry.
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You know what's weird? I want to cry right now, but I can't. I don't know why it feels like this. She's.. mad at me. Because I can't tell her what I feel for her. I want to, but I'm too scared. I saw her post. It said, "Everything that nice ends fast, huh?"
I never wanted it to end. I didn't say I wanted it to end. I don't want it to. And I am frustrated that I cannot cry. I want to fucking cry and I can't and it's just so frustrating because I want to let it all out and I CAN'T.
I was depressed all day today. I put on fake smiles and tried to be my usual self. I COULDN'T BECAUSE OF THE FACT THAT I KNOW THAT SHE'S SAD BECAUSE OF ME. She doesn't have to tell me for me to know. It's like.. I really could feel what she feels.
This is all my fault. I want to fix it... Where do I start?
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I got your e-mail love. *hug* Oh how I wish we could see each other. Because talking face to face is far different from just hearing it over the phone.
I offer crap advice but I'll tell you something, chill ka lang. Don't hide what you feel, it'll only grow worse or blow up at the worst possible time.
SMS me if you need to talk/meet-up.
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