What's wrong with me?

This is so turning into an emo journal. Haha.

Something is wrong with me, though. I feel hurt. I feel sad. Because someone I like is sad. And I can't do anything about it. I want to do something, but... this person just doesn't let me. :( That's why I'm hurt.

I want to know what's wrong, but I feel like I'm being given vague answers and pushed away. Is wanting to help wrong? Or maybe I'm just taking things too seriously?

I don't know.. I'd rather be told that I'm hated than be pushed aside and forgotten. It would be more painful, to be pushed away. Especially to me. Most of the time, I act without thinking and I don't remember a lot of the things I do. I have to be told what I've done wrong. Sometimes I realize it sooner, but most of the time, I have to be told.

If you have a problem with me, please tell me. I don't want to be pushed away. :(





What's worse is I think I love this person.